
I've struggled with porn for many years, I was exposed to it by my dad. I haven't looked at porn in months but I recently stumbled and looked at porn. I wish I could rip these desires out of me like a cancerous tumor and destroy it. The guilt overcomes me and I'm afraid of losing my relationship with Jesus. He's the only one who has loved me like no other, but I hurt him the most. My fear is losing him. I hate myself, Please pray for me.