
Anonymous
struggling
I have been struggling with porn since I was in
5th grade and found my Dad's stash of Playboy
magazines. Ever since then I have fought the
addiction and tried to overcome it and have failed
even more, into more porn, harder and more twisted
porn all out of the need for the rush. Last year I
was riddled with demons and cheated on my spouse. I
need your prayers, and I need forgiveness if there
even is any for me.
Lord Jesus, please, please, please forgive me. I
know this isn't life and I want out. I want to
overcome these demons who hold my brain captive and
I am tired of being chained to there sin. Please
Lord Jesus if you are willing forgive me, set free
and show me how to live for you and truly live, not
this sick joke of life that I am stuck in.
Amen.

Forgiveness is for you and anyone else who really
wants it. Remember you can't earn it by acts. But
it MUST be sincerely wanted deep within. Freedom
is also for you, but as the military says:
"Freedom isn't Free". Freedom requires you to
WORK and WANT IT more than you want the porn.
That's a decision you have to make. Brother, I
was an addict for 40 years. I understand! To
receive freedom, you must be desperate enough to
be willing to CONFESS EVERYTHING. You need a
partner. It may be your wife (mine was) or a true
man of God you know. If you aren't willing to
step up and be a man and admit your sins, you
don't stand a chance. Telling a stranger may
work, but usually not. There is no accountability
with a stranger.
By the way, you may be twisted with demons, but
YOU are the one who did the cheating, not the
demons. It's so easy to blame Satan for our bad
actions and thoughts, but that only goes so far.
WE are the sinners. WE choose to sin. I'm sharing
what I learned the hard way. God WILL love you
and forgive all the way back to wholeness. But He
requires YOU to have a WILLING heart, no matter
how bad you think it gets. The end IS worth
it!
It all started in your mind and that's where you
must begin the change. Memorize scripture and
quote it to yourself when tempted. Sing worship
songs to yourself. Do anything you can to keep
your mind on God, NOT on the temptations. If you
think on the temptations, you will fall.
"I can do all things through Christ.."
by newman, 2 years, 1 month ago
I hope and pray that you find a support group in
your area,preferably SA-Sexaholics Anonymous.
It's a very supportive group with sponsors and
people you can call for accountability.
In Him,
Jacob
by jacob77, 2 years, 3 weeks ago