jesusheartsyou wrote
Many years ago I began my addiction to pornography. I've grown up as a pastor's kid and loved every minute of it, but with that comes responsibility... one I've failed at for too long. I hid my sin from everyone. I thought I could overcome it by myself. Then one year my youth group went on a trip to a youth conference in Hamilton, Alabama. One of the teen speakers talked about addictions. He said that its not hard to give up addictions. Once you truely encounter God, you begin to not want those things anymore. The reality of it...[more]

brendaboo wrote
My name is Brenda and my father is addicted to porn.I don't think i noticed it before my mother died, because she kept us protected. She always kept his anger and rage and sin hidden away. When she passed, he changed, I lost my father on the day I lost my mother.This man that I know right now is not my father. He is verbally, and physically abusive to me and my siblings. Then at the end of every night he gets on the computer and looks up porn. I accidentally got on the computer the other day and found...[more]

Exile wrote
My name is Jeff, and I’m a monster. At least that’s how I feel. I have grown up in an abusive, dysfunctional home all my life. My father would physically and verbally abuse me and my two sisters from the age of maybe five on. Though thankfully, and I thank Jesus every day for this, never sexually. He would hit us and yell whenever we did something he didn’t want but my father was not my first incident of sexual abuse. My mother tried he best to protect us from his rage. When I was around ten or so, my sisters and I...[more]

Steve wrote
For nearly 35 years, I was trapped in the grip of porn. I'm not here to talk about what the devil did in my life, I'm here to not only talk about, but to give all the glory to God for what He has done my life. God’s love for us is deeper than any sin we could ever commit. God may like not like what we do, but the things we do will never change God’s unending love for us. I am living proof of that. God’s grace came into my life like a flood one day and my...[more]

AlcestisEshtemoa wrote
I'm 17... nearly 18. Right now I feel as if I am serving two masters and the Bible states that one servant cannot serve two masters. I've decided to join this website because I don't know where else to go and I'm scared to talk this to my parents or my psychologist. I can only state this to God and here. I'll start my story since I was a baby... when I was 7 or 8 years old my mother had this beautiful reproduction and pregnancy book. This is NOT when any addiction started but when the healthy view of...[more]

buzz_key wrote
I was sexually abused by both parents from infancy until I was 17 years old. My father taught me about masturbation and deviancy. Sex has always been a focal point of my life. For the first 17 years of my marriage I led a double life of porn shops, rest stops, adult bookstores..seeking and having anonymous sex with men...always looking for that thing that would complete me...I NEVER found it. I disclosed everything to my wife about 4 years ago and underwent therapy for the abuse, depression, anxiety, homosexuality...and now the sexual fantasies are returning. I...[more]

klyfoxx wrote
I told my story a week ago and everyday I feel more and more angry with this addiction. 15 years is enough! I am now feeling cheated on and that there maybe a man that wants me not the computer.I don't know what he watches but I have a 8 year old daughter and I worry about child porn. Any thoughts on that?...[more]

katbird wrote
I have been married 35 years in May, my husband is addicted to porn and I still have the pain that I have dealt with for the past 35 yrs. I didn't know these things about my husband until approx. 15 years ago. He knew how I felt about porn, being raised in church, and my faith in God, so he did it behind my back. I am now 55 yrs old and wish I would have done things differently, but I have two beautiful daughters and a grandson. I don't want to hurt anyone but I am considering a...[more]

Anonymous wrote
Hi, I am not sure how to write this letter. I went to your site and then thought I would write you. Here goes. I teach the youth group at our church, and my husband is a deacon. We were big into porn before we came to know the Lord as our savior. My husband still looks at porn, and it has caused great hurt in our marrage. Because he is a deacon, it angers me even more. Our church thinks he is this Godly man, and yet I know the truth. How can...[more]

Kty wrote
My story is kinda sad except for the saving grace of the Lord Jesus Christ. I've managed to escape but both of my parents, (divorced), were addicted and illicit sex has ruined two marriages for me. I'm on a mission!...[more]