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Testimonies are a critical component for building hope and faith in the lives of those struggling with sexual addiction. Hearing first hand about the power of God changing lives always bolsters our faith and encourages us persevere through to victory over the chains of sexual addiction.

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Souldier4christ wrote
Well I first got hooked to this life of pornography when I was about 14, and it has taken me for a while. When my old computer started having problems and pop-ups began I was always the one trying to fix it. When one day a porn video just came up, and I liked it, even though I was very uncumfortable. I began on this long and hard journey, started to familiarize my self to it and get pleasure from it. It is probably one of the worst things because I felt as though I was the only one going...[more]
1 week, 4 days ago (updated 1 week, 2 days ago)
I am a female wanting deliverence from porn and masterbation,I can go long periods without it but it overwhelmes me, I am married and love God, I want to be over this so bad, I am attractive I hear this alot, my husband has problems and cannot fullfill my need's and it really hurts and it seems he has no desire to help me in any way,I try so hard not to be selfish,my body has always craved sex,I was bisexual before I got married and am attracted to woman more than men, but I dont think I am gay,I...[more]
1 week, 4 days ago (updated 1 week, 2 days ago)
Jim wrote
I was 10 years old when a neighbor asked me to care for their dog and watch their house while they were on vacation. On the first day, I found a stack of Playboy magazines on a night stand. Eventually, I gave in to the urge to explore them. When I did, I experienced my first orgasm and I liked it a lot! I babysat that house several times a year and always found a supply of magazines and erotic books to feed my growing addiction. When I turned 18 I started visiting porn shops and also...[more]
1 week, 6 days ago (updated 1 week, 4 days ago)
pauline wrote
My life sound very much like many have written about, the lies the secrecy the pointing a finger at you lack of intimacy the amount of money spent etc finally came to a head in January of this year, something just snapped inside me and for once when I said enough! I had truly had enough!My emotions fluctuated but I knew I could no longer tolerate lies and deciept anymore and realized it would never ever stop: the promises meant nothing to me anymore, I had heard them all before for several yrs. yet it continued. I had lost myself,...[more]
2 months, 3 days ago (updated 2 months, 3 days ago)
jg316 wrote
I came up to struggle with sexual addiction through older guys. They invited me to watch a pornographic movie with them. So I became aware of what pornography was and I thought it was good. In my childhood, I also got to see and liked pornographic literature as well. Then, I met here in the USA other older guys who liked watching porno and they were my friends. This is when my masturbation life began and since than I haven't been able to stop. I watch pornography through the internet to gratify and relieve my sexual urges every now and...[more]
2 months, 5 days ago (updated 2 months, 13 hours ago)
Marc wrote
It all started when i was 5 years old I got up one morning and I went on the computer and I noticed a ad and it was a porn ad and when I looked at it I thought it was positive. But my parents caught me and I felt so guilty I didn't look it up again. But then I looked it up again and again and again and I still am doing it and I'm a sophmore going into my junior year and I'm struggling still I want to be free I am going to recommit my life...[more]
3 months, 1 week ago (updated 3 months, 1 week ago)
midwestgirl wrote
I saw the signs in the very beginning of our relationship. For whatever reason, I choose to ignore the signs of a developing porn addiction and instead concentrate on the positive aspects of our relationship. I think deep down I thought it was a problem that would work itself out on its own. If I had known than what I know now, I would have made different decisions. My husband and I have been together for 10 years total, married for four. The majority of our relationships has been sexless, all because of porn. Six months ago, something came over me; I...[more]
4 months, 14 hours ago (updated 4 months, 14 hours ago)
Confusedgirl29 wrote
Ive been with my fiance for 7 years and engaged for 2 ..i love my fiance and i know that i want to marry him. But I keep finding multiple porn sites on his phone... i have done everything that i can think of to help but nothing is working he's made multiple promises to stop doing it but I just keep finding things over and over again. he doesn't like to talk about it he always turns around or walks away, then says I promise I'm sorry I won't do it again. i haven't learned how to talk about it without him...[more]
4 months, 2 weeks ago (updated 4 months, 2 weeks ago)
lenny wrote
Hi my name is lenny my story is I was exposed to sexual things when I was 13 years old. I was in the ministery as a musician, athlete, and youth leader but also had my attention towards alot of things of this world. I was in belief that i was serving but comes to show my heart was far from him but thats not where my captivity came from. I was 14 years old as i began reaching the peak of my athletic career in football and having a girlfriend. My fall began when me an my girlfriend began...[more]
6 months, 3 weeks ago (updated 6 months, 3 weeks ago)
kt wrote
I've never really thought of my testimony.. I haven't ever really took the time to think about things like when I was saved and certain trails God has helped me through till now. I'm 14 years old, and I'm a porn addict working to stop through the power of God and prayer and strength through him... I was first introduced to pornography I think when I was 13, just because of curiousity. It all got worse, and when I got to the point of watching it whenever conveniant, I went to a church serivce (always have grown up in church)...[more]
8 months, 1 week ago (updated 8 months, 1 week ago)
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